Well good morning, I'm setting at the computer up here in Ely and thinking this is a good time to be typing. The MSN weather is saying -13 but feels like -18, I will have to get the dogs out for a run soon.
Jeannie has ask me to talk about my story here.so here goes it.
I was brought down to my knees by my own self indulgence. I brought up going to church but by the time I was 13 years old I had found Alcohol & drugs and by the time I was 15 I was an Alcoholic,but back then and so through my life I had mostly always been able to stop or cut back on drinking & drugs when I need to get something done or to get out of trouble.
So now I'm going to fast foreword to 1998, I was working in CA. that is where I am from. I had gone through a divorce a few years earlier and I had my kids in my life they would be at my house almost every weekend. but then I was still drinking but no drugs at the time. then in Nov 1998 I did use again and I was hooked like I could see my life going to hell in a hand basket and fast! but I could not stop. not for the Kids the house,not even to save my dog much less lawnmower. by 1999 I went into rehab but I was well within 30 days and I went back to work and was back to using within 4 or 5 days. This was the start of a homeless life for me and I thought I was turning my will & my life over to God every time I went into a rehab but then I would get better and then what I was doing was I would take my will back, so this went on for years and it also led into mental hospitals and jails.
By 2003 Had lost my mind but they let me out of the hospital to go live with my mom,now where everybody had long given-up on me getting sober my good ol mom hung in there and maybe she almost loved me to death; but I stopped letting her do that; I was vested and put in for my retirement and got a walmart schwinn mtb bike to ride to my 12 step meetings then later I moved out on my own and I kept on riding that bike, on the weekends I would do 100 mile rides from where I was living in Yucca Valley CA. to Big Bear CA. and was also riding it in the week doing about 200 miles a week. I later had gotten a Giant MTB bike and was up to 300 miles a week.
I had gotten a computer and found this 24hour racing thing and I saw that Tinker was still racing and he was into this endurance mtb racing thing,no big deal but it just looked fun to me, so in 2004 I was off to the races with my ego and had a little bit of God. I like to say I had the seed but I was low on water.
So I did some endurance races and some xc mtb what I call short track racing the 18 milers and I'm not any good at that!
I did do a Super D and was 1st place for the Team Big Bear championship in 2004.
Then "I" yup! you got it, I drank again! You know I used to say oh I just got around the wrong people or they did this or they did that or they didn't do! I hope by now you have noticed that I haven't talked about finding a church & bible study. but I was going to church with mom sometimes I had also gotten a bible. I have to say something else about my mom she is the lady that walked across America in the 80s.. you can read about her by Googling Route66 and look-up Margie McCauley.
It was Nov 3rd 2004 when two guys broke into my apt. and almost killed me. I don't want to go into all of what happend in that fight,but there was the two guys me and a big knife. I ended-up in ICU and within a few days I was in a hospital room and that was when I had what I thought was enough of myself and I was in alot of fear and that was when a nurse prayed with me and my life started to change and soon after I got in a relationship and mover with her to Ely,MN. Oct 2005
The relationship did not last but we where going to church but then I stoped going. I was also on the Interferon treatment for hep.C i had got done with that and within a few yrs I was back on my bikes. ( I forgot to say that in 2004 I had also got into road biking) and doing some 24hr racing here in MN.
Back in 2009 I started to seek out a more meaningfull relationship with Jesus, I had started to go to church and I love that little church, Iwas at home! I was still going to the 12 steep meetings and I was helping a guy Denny we got together alot and one day he said hay Dean I need you to come over to my Grannys to play cards we need another person, now! I'm not much of a card player. That was the night I met Dennys aunt Susie, now she is my Wife we hit it off right away she had the lord in her life and was going to another church and my church was meeting on Sunday nights and Susies church meets on Sunday mornings so we where going to both.
I was feeling that I was missing something, something that I had heard about, I have tried it, but never stuck with it.
Susies church had/has a Bible study every morning before church we started going and we have been going and I don't ever want to stop going to this Bible study. I know what happens when I don't go! and when I don't stay in Gods word.
Susie & I got Married on Valentines day last year, we have 4 dogs between us Susie had her border collie Emma and I had my australian shepherd Aussie then we inherited Susies moms dog Stormy and last year we/I got another Aussie her name is Lucy they are all rescues except Lucy &lots of work unlike the two kitties.
In 2009 I did two 24 hour races, Afton MN and Iowa. back to back weekends I said I will never do that again yeah! right!
2010 I did four 24 hour races MI 1st place Wausau WI 8th place
Afton MN. and then again I did a back to back weekender and went back to Iowas 24 hour race and finshed 3rd all of the racing I do is in the solo class.
I have always wanted to be in the 24 hour WSC but it just didn't work out and now it has and I'm not just in by age group I made it in to the mens Elite. I will type more about this later but Susie is wating to take the dogs skiing NOW!